i hate the hold you have on me
i hate how you can make me sad
i hate that you can bend my will
i hate how you can make me mad
i hate that all you have to do is never come again
i hate that all you have to do is never show your face
i hate that all you have to do is never poke your head inside
i hate that all you have to do is never share this space
i wish you could forgive yourself
i wish you would have tried
i wish you hadn’t given up
i wish you had not died