the boys and the girls don’t speak the same language they talk to each other but they never hear the girl will say one thing the boy will hear other the boy will say some thing it will miss the girl’s ear the girls and the boys don’t share a vocab they both know they’re […]
whatever you do
it is not fair says her, to i that i should live and her should die that we should be so rich and fat and they should scrounge around for scraps that us should win and others lose when we determine just who can’t choose it is not right to her, says i but deep […]
avoidance theory
i gotta find a way to make sure i don’t feel no more and i gotta find a way to make sure i won’t bleed no more i gotta find a sure fire way to make sure i can’t cry again i gotta find a brand new way to long for song for never more […]
thinking on the virgin mary
Matthew 1:18-25 from the CEV: This is how Jesus Christ was born. A young woman named Mary was engaged to Joseph from King David’s family. But before they were married, she learned that she was going to have a baby by God’s Holy Spirit. Joseph was a good man and did not want to embarrass […]
lunar eclipse
november 3, 2003
reflecting
the mirror only speaks lies even that which it shows which is close to the truth is exactly backwards from real a mirror can’t show you what you are really looking for when you go to look at yourself it can’t show you how others see you it can’t show you what others view it […]
Ritalin not working today
Again, it seems that my Ritalin isn’t working. I made an appointment with Dr. Steve for Wednesday morning. Hope he has some ideas. This is frustrating.
brain failing me
I have noticed, more and more, that Ritalin doesn’t seem to be working for me as much. I don’t know if it’s normal for it not to, or if I got a “bad batch” or what, but the last couple weeks have been frustrating. Lord, you know that I need to do a good job, […]
mysterious powers
i hate the hold you have on me i hate how you can make me sad i hate that you can bend my will i hate how you can make me mad i hate that all you have to do is never come again i hate that all you have to do is never show […]
more than we can ask or imagine
one thing we can’t do about the goodness of god: overestimate
beginning of the end
Vince just cussed Rasheid and I out for “failing in every fucking way this year in web development.” I need some time to calm down, and want to jot down my thoughts. He’s blaming me (and Rasheid) for Sonar’s troubles. I have contributed to them, in two ways, but I believe I am not the […]
fortyniner
i found riches in that river plunged my hands in pulled out gold sifted rocks and dust and sand and found a perfect heart to hold
boo
mah boo